-the one with the fear of the dark thing and jack-
5:57 p.m. & 2004-11-23
Hello there. Im a bit bored right now...and its to damn quiet in this house, so i thought id get myself lost in diaryland.
tizz just me here at home. mums asleep in the next room, dads at work and theres no noise at all except the tapping of the keys...which is kinda weird for this place. usually a tv or sumthin is on...but no. i guess thats why im afraid of the dark (yea shuttup *cries*). it was much worse when i was little, during the day i got used to the constant noise of sumthing, anything, and then at nighttime - even when it was rissa bedtime, therd still b sum kinda noise. we have a cozy little house, so from my room u can pretti much hear anything goin on (yea...kinda yuck sumtimes...) so yus where was i??...o yeah, id fall asleep to the quiet muffle of the tv or the voices of mum and dad. Then, wen id wake up in the middle of the night, when every1 had gone to bed, the tv off, id get really scared. it was just too quiet. along with being tiny, our house is kinda old too, meaning that it creeks and makes spooky ass noises when it wants to...and it wud always choose these times of pitch black silence...to scare the shit outta me. to make matters worse i used to have this print of a unicorn on my wall, 3 actualli. 2 of them looked cute, it was a very misty kinda picture, with a figure of a girl standing next to the unicorn...the 3rd print however wasnt so cute...it gave me the spooks. i dunno wot was so scary about it, but it just didnt look right to me. and when id wake up during the night the moonlight allowed this horrid print to be seen. *shivers* yuki!!
Im still scared of the dark and those spooky noises from out house and the bushes outside still freak me out. i guess i just have toooo much of an imagination, and when i hear a noise ill start thinking things...
so anyway...the weathers turned to shit today. and here was me thinking that summer was coming. =( i was getting excited!! but noooo it goes and rains.not alot, and its actually the kinda that i really like. the rly fine, mist stuff. i think it looks very pretti.
my kitty kat jack is sitting on the windowsill outside...poor cat, he wants to come inside but me, being the bitch i am, cant b fucked gettin up to open the door and let him in. ...ooh lets ramble about jack!!....my kitty kat misty is his mummy...and my other kitty cat, snuggles, is his great grandma. his nana, cheeky, ran away (or got taken...this was sum crazee bitch going around this area stealin cats...) when i was in canada. jack only has one good eye, hes a bit of a poofter, cant fight, and while trying to -with a big ginger tom- got it scratched. hes quite a cute wee cat, hes grey and white, has the same markings has misty too. the only thing that rly sucks is that he, along with all my other cats, doesnt like to be held. aw ok i just feel bad now, its raining real bad...ima let hym in...ok dun...i think i knw why he was outside...when mum came home i heard her tellin a cat off 4 pissin in the laundry...mayb it was him...ANYHOO...enuf bout the damn cat...
...wot did i do today??...well today i got up, and um thts about it. haha ok, well adam went home, his daddy came and got him, aaaand then i made sum MORE earings. they look kool. took ages tho. and thats about it. oh, and i ran around the house tryna clean up b4 mum gt home. dad did NUFFIN today. layzee shit. we (adam and i) did the dishes, i vacuumed, i took the rubbish out, and brought the wheelie bin back in from off the road, i dusted and pledged, i fixed the cushions on the couch. grr. i dnt rly mind i suppose, its just a bit annoying sumtimes.
mmk well i dunno wot else to say, and im getting a tad bored right now sooo im going to find sumthing else to do. love ya all xox
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